We are peaceful when we see adjustment under all circumstances. We cannot make the environment adjust to us, but we are to adjust ourselves with the environment. Conditioned souls reap the fruits of their own actions - good or bad. It is my advice that it will not be good for you to take any decision by your own initiative. You should continue to pray for the grace of guru, vaishnavas, personal associates of Gauranga Mahaprabhu, shad-goswamis and especially Nityananda Prabhu and Gauranga Mahaprabhu. Depend on Them absolutely and I am sure They will do whatever is beneficial for your eternal welfare.

They are All-Merciful and All-Powerful. I myself, after joining the institution as an ascetic, submitted my prayer to most revered gurudeva, to give me proper advice and He advised me that saranagati is the best medicine for all problems.